The worst. My grief about the circumstances come in waves. As I collected evidence, I was able to reflect on times when things were wonderful and then times that were awful.
Arya says 'dada' and smiles a lot. And I always put up my hands and say, 'oh honey, he's not here.'
I'm up and down about the court date and just want it to be over with.
I haven't made it in with a therapist yet so bottling it all is stressful. I'm dropping weight like crazy and my milk is going away.
Not really sure how to deal with everything. My ppd is coming back.
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