I'm still submerging myself into doing a plethora of things that make me feel uncomfortable. I'm going downtown more often, facing crowds, going on trains just to prove to myself that I am still fully in control of my life. I did pretty well. Last night, I hung out at the bar with JP and Sabina. We had a great time but then I had to go home, had to take my pills and do my usual ritual of going to bed before !! and reading a few pages of my book. Still, nothing that I read is quite as page turning as The Song of Ice and Fire series. I'm so proud though, today JP met up with me downtown and I got him to buy Game of Thrones we talked about books for a while and then I met up with Sabina for lunch. This is probably the busiest day I've had in a while. Since I get socially anxious, I have been trying to only plan one or two outings with friends a week. I'm proud of myself for taking baby steps though.
