Finished Dance With Dragons Yesterday!

I'm in Leinfelden watching Michelle's dogs and it's nice to be somewhere else other than the confines of my own apartment. It's also nice to snuggle up to pups and watch kung fu movies.

I spent the night in my own bed last night because I wasn't feeling too well. So I woke up at 5am and caught the train from Ehningen to Leinfelden. Everybody is dressed up like Eskimos and it's been so terribly cold. My day hasn't been too exciting. When I walked in, I leashed up the girls and the epic walking adventures ensued.

Thommi hung out with me for most of the day and I got ultra bummed that I lost a pack of cigarettes but miraculously? Four hours later I went back and found it on the trail about a mile down. I also explored the town beyond the cemetery. That was fun. The thing that sucks most about snowy weather? You track mud EVERYWHERE and it's inevitable.

I'm really pumped to start IQ84... but it's the kind of excitement where I can't even begin. Do you know what I mean? I can't explain it but it happens to me a lot. Today might be the day though.

Man, I hope I have a productive day. Think. Think. Think... now I just need to do something but I can't sit still to save my life. It's pretty rad that Michelle and I wear the same size for everything. Clothes, shoes... I've got everything I need over here. :) Also? I ate 9 cloves of garlic yesterday.

Protein Shakes and Productivity.

Jimini Crickets. It's been terribly cold out lately that one can not help but stagnate, clean, pace their apartment and read. It isn't bad but I do long for walking in the woods. However, we're sitting on a cold that makes it painful to move or breathe.

Sunday night I cleaned and hung out with my dad. We mostly nerdy out to books and talked to people on skype. I had my GZA concert that I was terribly excited for. However, when I was there I had the biggest panic attack I had in a great while... popped a benzo and spent the rest of the night going in and out of consciousness. I've been trying my best to get my protein levels up. I'll have one or two shakes a day and I'm even eating better but it still isn't enough. Oh well, we'll see when I talk to my doctor tomorrow.

Maybe some wow today? :D

Gods...

So I really, really don't want Dance of Dragons to end but I can't keep going down that road and flipping through the pages. Jordan feels the same way and I know Kristen feels the same way about IQ84 (which is next on my to-do list.) Perhaps Jordan will also be my book buddy on that too. It's one of my favorite vices right now. I have it on my Iphone... I have the hardback book and I have it on my kindle. I'm constantly syncing all the pages up together.

I also don't want to finish Preacher vol 5 because it's so good... but I have to remind myself... once one vice is over there will be another, and another and another and another. Life is always more interesting when you have lists of things to get through and I plan on making my list infinite or try my best to mark off 1,000,000 + things. It's possible. I'm ambitious, I can do anything... right?

I've been a little antisocial lately.... I guess that what happens when I want to fill up my day with lists. Today I want to pwn faces in battlegrounds, read at least a good chunk of Preacher... a few chapters of Dance (ok, well maybe not too much.) Knock out some tv with my pops and then tonight I get to see GZA with Ruedi.