We recently found out you were a girl and decided to name you Arya. I'm so proud that you and I have made it to nearly 19 weeks.
I can feel you kicking more and you're starting to look more human, although you're rather skinny. Good news for you? Mommy's nausea is subsiding and my appetite has grown fierce.
I still struggle with pregnancy. It isn't easy and I don't feel as if I'm glowing but you've given me a cute 'bump' according to others and we are all excited to meet you. Your daddy and I are so stoked! And if I may request from the Pregnant Gods? Can I feel better soon? Is this a lesson?
Oswin hasn't been around much since I've been ill (she is being fostered). Daddy and I miss her. It makes me cry sometimes.
I still get down. These hormones are nuts. I could cry at anything. I'm getting an EEG to rule out epilepsy today. (We go to the hospital a lot) you don't like your picture taken much. You will hide or cover your face.
Bed rest isn't fun for mom. I read and watch tv and I'll get dreads in my hair. Your father is kind enough to brush them out for me everytime. He's good peeps. He buys us all we want to eat and cooks for us. You'll be so in love with your papa.
Anyway, sweet girl. I love you so much already. Our family is great... everyone. I can't wait for my family to meet you.
