I can't tell you how hard it is want my family to be happy. If I could just erase all the bad parts and remember the good. Warn myself... go back and do things differently.
I was in Colorado for a few days. It was refreshing but I still had my moments... mostly upon realizing I hadn't taken my meds and letting the borderline logic take over. It isn't healthy to harbor such animosity and insecurity.
I hung out with Dustin that night... could have seen my good pal, David but I fell asleep. Fuck night shifts.
