The Big Thirty!

I am grateful to bring in another decade with my new little family of my own. I know my baby isnt on the outside yet but I'm grateful all the same.

Rob has his hand on my side

And Arya is tapping his fingers while he sleeps. He doesn't even wake up but we are all kind of exhausted. We had a baby shower today. Arya slept through most of it but it didn't stop my exhaustion in the slightest. We were in great company, I was surrounded by amazingly kind, good people that have been so good to my family and me. Their gifts were thoughtful and generous but I was mostly happy to spend time with friends, honestly.

The past few weeks have been rough and I'm becoming more uncomfortable by the day. We survived a kidney infection and at my last check up doc says my cervix is 90% effaced and 1cm dilated. Another tmi? My boobs started leaking colostrum and I lost my mucus plug. Dr. Olesh thinks she might not wait until her due date. So the cramps are super fun. Contractions even more so and her kicking my ribs is fantastic. I try to keep a cool head though and I think I cry from the pain mostly when I am exhausted. Sleeping is so difficult.

Also? I'll be thirty in two days.