I miss my Grandma.

I remember after she died I listened to Max Richter over and over again and I never thought I'd stop hurting. My life always seems to be like a soundtrack. The whole grieving process was something like this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r_QMKuVPWMY

As time goes by, it's fun to think of her and I feel warmth when I miss her but the pain never ever really goes away. I sometimes talk to her... and the music is more like this...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=67SRzAgBIt4