I miss you...

I miss sleeping and I miss feeling normal.

Arya hasn't been sleeping well these last few nights and her feelings are hurt really easily. For example, if I hand her off and need to walk away for a few moments she has a 'you have wounded me' cry. She's very attached lately and there are moments where I have to disassociate to keep myself from feeling too much overwhelming.

I don't know. I'm not sleeping well. Can't articulate.