Even when the doctor told me my HCG levels were 30 now, that the pregnancy was finished... I still kept saying to myself. What pregnancy? This can't be real.
His well wishes at the end were the worst. I kind of just... sat in silence for a while. I tell myself it wasn't a baby. It was just cells and molecules. If I believed in God would this be worse?
I like sleeping. Its my favorite.
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